why are women avoiding you so? ehn that you would be chasing girls 15yrs younger?
anyways that is besides the point.
i was in such a foul mood today so i went 2 visit my home girl funlolly.
funtimes- and major amebo- if you know me in real life. you'd know im not a slacker in that dept.
i need to quit sha- im getting to old.
anyways we sha gisted until she said sthg that i have noticed.
children from broken homes are so "cynical"
i admit i see a picture of a happy family and i sneer like why is the father holding the mothers hand?
i hear someone's boyfriend cheated on them, and i sneer and say- dont beat your self up over it. all of them are the same.
i have subconciously agreed to the fact that
there are no marriages- happy marriages.
only 2 people managing each other.
bear in mind that i am in a "thingy" and i am very comitted to the lover.
but somehow i just think the only people happy in marriages, are women with rich husbands that are well looked after, and widows. oh and women that are avid church workers.
i want to get married- but i think being from a broken home
has really screwed up that whole marriage thing for me.
i am in love with my lover sha.
but as for marriage.
that children from broken home are damaged goods.
and i worry that marriage is a lot different than its made out to seem.