Friday, December 15, 2017

Currently

Listening  to


Bare foot on the grass
listening to our favorite song

If that is not real love. I have no idea what it is.

Reading


I liked the book, but it was so much fluff.
I feel awful that someone writes about her life and I am saying it's fluff, but it just did not appeal to me. I live for a good laugh but I'm glad for the representation she provides for other black women comics in hollywood so I welcome it but yah.


Feeling

Excited about December rocks. In Sabirah's words, #DecemberIsForEnjoyment

Confused about the number of men in my life. January 1- all of them are out. ( new year new men).

Content.

Pleased.  

Thursday, December 7, 2017

Update on silence

I've had a rough two weeks.

I was sick

My laptop crashed and I lost all my information i garnered all through the year. My books. My expenses I tracked. my music. my articles. my everything. vacation photos. you name it- I lost it.

And men in my life have been moving mad.

T travelled.

I couldn't drink any alcohol because I was sick and I had no idea what was wrong with me so I had to do 3 different antibiotic cycles.

But it wasn't all bad.

I went to see an exhibition at Rele with sugar baby and it was so wonderful.
Love the arts.
Sold water for my mum at the experience ( I mean she conned me into doing it) but yah quite the experience. I loved it and became more interested in going into the family business.

Even though I know that this was just a series of bad incidents. it felt like the devil remembered me personally and I was so pissed off.

Like so upset.
My favorite uncle came into town for the week and it's so nice to see that he remembered that I told him I was taking a year from dating and a year had wrapped up and surprise- Not dating.

I'm like abeg allow me drink water and drop cup.

Love him still.

Currently looking for a job in Investment Banking preferably compliance because everyone is worried I'd become a trader and morph into an alpha male and start doing cocaine.

I mean I wonder how they all arrived at that conclusion but I guess I should listen and play small- Not.

Really worried that my Audit experience is not truly transferable and wow. Thats 6 years of my life and professional exams?

The devil is a liar.

That being said
I also lost all the copies of my most recently edited CV.

If I say I'm not over this- I'm lying.

weekend plans coming clutch and then there is the realization that my office does not close for xmas.






Excuse me. WOW.

You mean i do nothing all year but won't close for christmas?

Wow.
Wow.

I need  a new job.

But I'm grateful for the new one sha.

Okay where is 2024 rushing to?

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