It is strange working with people rooting for you to fail.
Even stranger, People who don't hide their disdain for you or your back ground.
Or even say things like- I'm happy this happened to you.
for a while, I couldn't really be bothered, I mean- Why bother about people who you really
don't care about- then you realise that these people have set out to use their political capital to pull you down.
Naturally I'm shocked. because I honestly don't have time for this shit.
And I'm amused that people at all levels have this problem.
and I always always always dismissed it was rumour mill grape vine type gist.
Until my counsellor told me the perception of the staff affects the promotion scheme.
I freaked out inside. I have delivered consistently on most of my jobs.
I work extra hours to meet ridiculous dead-lines. I feel like I do not get credit for the work I do.
Which is true. But I can't understand it.
I really can't. trust me. I've tried. It scares me that I have no control over this.
Like how can I have no control over my own progression. really perception?