That there is a difference between a rough patch & depression.
Somedays I wake up & I am throughly discouraged.
Like I can not even do the day.
I grossly dislike my job & I do not like how my life is panning out. ( sometimes).
But in as much as I know how to keep my mouth shut- I am learning that you really need to not be too excited and over gist your partner.
Let me tell you.
So I have staff I work with & so on, and on my last assignment. one of them said oh I have a huge crush & you /like you.
And that day the person mans the fresh meat stand & grand square, was so kind as to give me more than I paid for. :)
So I got home & was gisting away and mentioned it in passing.
Dearly beloved. To wear eyeliner to work now- I will get at least 2 side eyes because I am dressing up for my office boyfriend.
*insert eyeroll here*
That being said beach party this weekend.
I even had a new kaftan made.
I am giving out most of my clothes because- HONESTLY less is more.
and I hardly wear them anyway so.
Plus I have actually lost so much weight that the clothes & literally hanging off my body.
Co-workers keep asking what I'm doing.
PLease do you not see how I eat like a rabbit.
I currently have 2 lines on my abs.
Not trying to have rice to ruin it. :)
Meanwhile got my visaaaaaa! * squeal*
Off to South Africaaaaaa *spins*
LOL Am I a bad person for not buying aso-ebi for the lagos wedding BUT then travelling to cape town for the white wedding?
If your answer is yes. Keep it to yourself.
I want to cut down on my expenses & save more money so that I can take out time to look for another job.
Trying to go a daily analysis of how much I spend & I need a new budget.
No way I'm spending this much money.