Currently

Listening 

Non stop to this because. Maxwell is the OG lover boy.

Turn around and look and see what you been missing

Look behind you and put on your glasses, forward vision

Maybe one day we'll be more than we were way, way back when

Maybe then they'll listen

Maybe then the world will understand

As an aside, has anyone spent her employers hours imagining what sex with Maxwell will be like? Or that is just me?

Reading

ALL THE SEX DIARIES ON THE CUT.
They are basically a week in different people's sex lives in NYC. Why isn't anyone doing that in Lagos? It's pretty much Sin city.
You can read them here

Watching

What I eat because ya girl is doing another whole 30. Also seems to be working because last time I swung by hercules for a quick mid day stint, he said " ah complete 30 you are looking peng". Today is day 30 and I am looking forward to my first drink.


Getting

Comfortable with my career trajectory. Was having a had time accepting it but I had a meeting with my sales team and they gave me a round of applause. And I'm like monetize it bitches.

All up in my feelings.
Someone who I became very good friends with as a result of Eros's and I relationship is getting married, and he has invited me repeatedly. I'm like pass. I don't wanna run into Eros. Also I'm studying.

Thinking

of how grateful I am, to finally turn 30 and everything I have  and how thankful I am to be living this life I got. I've never been one to think your past determines how your life trajectory, is going to be and I'm thankful for that mindset.

How blessed I am that my boss was willing to give me a chance. and now I'm killing the role.  and I have no idea why, but I'm so thankful.

How effective the No 2 bad day rule is for building consistency in life.

Is there any need to write a 30th birthday post?

Feeling

My post whole 30 body.
Saw my friend over the weekend and she could not believe my waist line.
She think's its all the sex I'm having, she doesn't know I'm a star fish.

My short nails.

My 8 week old braids. I know I know. I've had braids in for 8 weeks now, and they look 2 week old.
And no I do not use hairnet to sleep.


Missing

My French Lover. ( I know, I know).
and all my free time because all I do now is STUDY.

Hoping

The documentary goes as planned. I'm nervous AF.