I felt my partner might have been getting a bit too involved and I had to remind him that I was not in the market for anything more than what we had.
I do not think he took it well.
Actually he didn't because we said we should cancel our hook up session after he tried to bait me into having a fight about nothing.
And I said okay.
so why has my darling been calling me, round the clock? and messaging me? and sending me voice notes?
I think he is surprised I am ignoring them.
but to be fair.
All I want is good sex with minimal emotional labor.
the reason I had to remind him that we were not anything concrete was that he had spent friday night dragging me around Lagos and I kinda wasn't interested.
Oh ALSO, one of his friends invited me and him as a Unit - Unit because the word couple gives me hives- to dinner at his house. And that really freaked me out.
Because ya girl is not emotionally mature enough to know how to be friends with the men she has causal sexual relations with.
So I might have panicked.
I mean I knew this whole thing was going to end, I just didn't think it'd end with him trying to literally finesse me into ship of sorts.
Also I just realized how difficult it is to get a reaction out of me, these days.
Like I was uninterested.
Me 3 years ago would have written an essay trying to convey, poorly mind you, how and why I hate certain actions.
But now, I'm just like "Okay".
In the words of Kanye west, you can either leave or live with it.
There is no need for non stop deliberation on issues that will never change.
That being said.
I will miss having such delicious sex.
Like hayyyy.
My vagina is heart broken.
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