I'm feeling all sorts of meh the closer we get to Christmas, because this is not how I envisioned the whole thing to pan out.
Actually this is not how I envisioned 2016.
I legit went from fallinb( and being) in love to drunk and falling apart.
I even took a 30 day break fro, alcohol because I did moh want a dependency.
Anyway I'm feeling very meh. About lots of things
The first is that I am yet to get any presents , for xmas,