First thought- I am really happy with my life. Is it perfect no, but am I happy yes.
So many people I know turned 40 this year and honestly they are still all babies.
Perhaps Dele momodu calling himself a youth at 50 might be on to something. What is it about life moving so fast but almost staying the same? I feel like me moving was me breaking the loop and changing the cycle of my life. sometimes I pinch myself and tell my husband- OMG we actually did it- we moved countries?
i'm dog sitting and I've said it 1 million times that God gave us dogs so we can have real life experiences of what its like to be God. Today I was walking the dog for a walk and we got to the traffic light and he lunged into the street, obviously I pulled him back and pressed the pedestrain button and restrained him till we could safely cross the road without the risk of being hit, and I was thinking that this must be how God is with me and my desires, me rushing. him stalling to make sure the road is clear.
I thought I was really in my own lane and not worried about external opinions but then I wanted to launch a circle and I'm paralyzed. But at the same time I'm like Kim Kardashian is doing tiktok shop so what is paralzying me in asking people to pay for my services? I guess I need to get used to asking people for things.
3 months into my new Job and its actually really good. I might need to get a second one for my PR sha, I mean PJ will learn french and I will do the HC pathway and which ever pans out - All Glory to God.
I hate how once you see something, you cant unsee it- watched a christmas movie yesterday and there were only 4 black people in the whole movie. Bruh. all were women and 3 were service workers. It was dry but I was like wow, no one caught this?
I have also noticed that the west lumps black with LGBTQ if that makes sense. So if there is a queer xter, there may or may not be a black xter because its one box and I'm like upon all your DEI attempts none of you have been able to figure out that a race & sexuality are different.
Anyway na their wahala. I watched Asake's redbull symphonic thingy today and I was like we need to start doing things at home. The diaspora crowd was great but all the front row was sat. and NOT singing, I get the zeal to conquer the world but eventually we are going to have to recognize that east or west home is best. And alsooooo what is the new orchestra craze? AG is also doing his show with a full orchestra and I'm like who is telling the nigerian artists that this is the way- the album is called FUJI wetin concern talking drum with violin?
I fear relocation has radicalized me because last week my co-workers were like they saw a mouse at the venue of an event we hosted, and I was like did you ppl run? and they said no and I'm like you sure it wasn't a rat? and they said no mice are cute, rat are bigger and ugly. I said wow. the light skin propaganda is extending to animals huh. they were all quiet but I now know the jokes to share with them.
The other day we were discussing the ashely madison documentary and I said it was crazy that a man killed himself because he was caught cheating on his wife, and someone was like so you are pro adultery? I said no- I'M PRO LIFE. the fuck? Honestly Yt ppl crack me up.
This christmas I am not hosting because I wanna walke up and eat breakfast and rest.
New shows Ive watched & love include the mighty nein- if you liked castlevania, you'd love this. Sleeper cell- 10/10 show so obviously based on a book and Down Cemetry road also based on a book and really good.
Books I've read and currently love- moroti wants a virgo. 10/10 Naija Romcom that makes sense.
sha sha, Happy holidays wishing all of you happiness this holiday!
How fantastic is it that I don't need anything this year asides my permanent resident permit.
Pray for me
