So for the big 30. I'm getting a documentary made.
Its a very very big vanity project but its something I'm looking forward to.
while speaking to the person who will shoot and direct it, we spoke about themes and people who I'd want to interview and all that and I asked casually " do you think I should ask my ex husband to send in a clip?"
and he was like- Do you people speak?
and I'm like - lol nah, but he is someone who was in my life for 10 years.
it'd be odd to do a whole ass doc and just erase him.
and he said to me: You have to simplify your life.
And I'm like cool.
I mean if Eros asked me, I'd be like FUCK NO. But what is so strange is that someone who has been such a huge chunk of your life just vanishes. It's weird.
I mean I have other love interests that have morphed into friends that are going to either send in clips or be in the vide, but I am pretty excited about it.
Like I am looking forward to working on this project. Picking out the accompanying music; just getting the questions I will have the contributors answer, the friends I am going to ask to speak.
The tears I'm going to cry just watching it when it's done.
I am not looking forward to how much it will cost sha.
but I'm excited can you tell?
I have visions of an opening montage of me at my first birthday and zoom to my 10th and so on and just random casual videos of us dancing in the club and having a blassst.
I can not wait.
Also if you have random candid videos of you and I send them to me.
they just might make the cut.
