Monday, February 19, 2018

Urgh

You ever feel like you might have bitten off more than you can chew?

I love learning, I hate not knowing.

I decided early this year to write professional exams to faciliate my move into a new career path.

this meant two things- Bye bye to baby girl living

Spending all my savings on this exam

All my free time spent studying and taking classes

and the best one- learning from scratch because you decided to chart a new course in your life.

And I am overwhelmed.

Fully

But I know how uncomfortable my life currently is and how much better it can be if I moved houses at least over the weekend so I'm not struggling/dying in traffic daily when I use that time to be studying.

Anyway what this means is that I may have to move houses.

But I've used rent money to write the exams.

At the risk of sounding like a whiner.

I'm tayadddd.

But at the same time excited in class.

It's the strangest thing really.

People keep asking why do you want to do this and what if you don't like it.

LOL at this point I have two PHD's in starting over.

That's what I will do. start over if I hate it.
The end.

For now, send me prayers.

1 comment:

wendewanderlust said...

Well done on being so courageous. To be willing to try, to start again and pursue your dreams and a better life for yourself, on your own terms, is inspiring. Rooting for you.xx

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